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Created on 2004-03-04 09:18:23 (#2406063), last updated 2009-06-23
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| Name: | N |
|---|---|
| Location: | New York, United States |
My names Natalie. I'm 14 years old. I live in Staten Island for over a year now. I hated it at first but now im finally starting to get use to it.
I was born here.. moved in 5th grade to Long Island. I've had touch times there at first, but grew to love it. My two best friends there were Vicky and Jacque. I also met a guy that I thought/ think/ unsure if i love. He as of now is in jail.
On December 9th 2002 I moved back to Staten Island. It was terrible, I hated it and everybody. On top of leaving my friends and everyone, I wasen't living with my mom- thats a long story. I was living with my moms crazy friend who...really was crazy and smoked a lot of dust. Then my mom finally was home.. only it wasent home..it was Staten Island.
Then more shit happened that im still confused about and my two best friends.. we no longer spoke. I tried for a little to cut Long Island totally off, but I couldn't for long. I grew up a lot last year and had a lot of experiences. Some good, some bad. I talk to Vicky and Jacque and even met them in manhattan one day with my mom, but it can never be the same.
Right now in Staten Island I do actually have a lot of friends and a pretty good social life. There is Christine who im close with but right now im kind of unsure if I want to remain friends with her. Theres Katie, shes really cool. I told her a lot for some reason I feel like I can trust her, but I still hold back because everyone i've ever trusted has somehow fucked me over. Then theres a lot of other people I know that you'll hear about.
School, well right now I don't even have to go because I am getting a note from a therpist stating that I am depressed and allowed to get a tutor. I'm glad because school sucks no matter what. And its not like i'll be secluding myself because I go out everyday to chill with people.
Also lately when I go out, its hard to have a good time without drinking or something. I'm going to stop now.....you can read more in my entrys.
I was born here.. moved in 5th grade to Long Island. I've had touch times there at first, but grew to love it. My two best friends there were Vicky and Jacque. I also met a guy that I thought/ think/ unsure if i love. He as of now is in jail.
On December 9th 2002 I moved back to Staten Island. It was terrible, I hated it and everybody. On top of leaving my friends and everyone, I wasen't living with my mom- thats a long story. I was living with my moms crazy friend who...really was crazy and smoked a lot of dust. Then my mom finally was home.. only it wasent home..it was Staten Island.
Then more shit happened that im still confused about and my two best friends.. we no longer spoke. I tried for a little to cut Long Island totally off, but I couldn't for long. I grew up a lot last year and had a lot of experiences. Some good, some bad. I talk to Vicky and Jacque and even met them in manhattan one day with my mom, but it can never be the same.
Right now in Staten Island I do actually have a lot of friends and a pretty good social life. There is Christine who im close with but right now im kind of unsure if I want to remain friends with her. Theres Katie, shes really cool. I told her a lot for some reason I feel like I can trust her, but I still hold back because everyone i've ever trusted has somehow fucked me over. Then theres a lot of other people I know that you'll hear about.
School, well right now I don't even have to go because I am getting a note from a therpist stating that I am depressed and allowed to get a tutor. I'm glad because school sucks no matter what. And its not like i'll be secluding myself because I go out everyday to chill with people.
Also lately when I go out, its hard to have a good time without drinking or something. I'm going to stop now.....you can read more in my entrys.
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60's, abercrombie, abstract, air french band, alice in wonderland, angelina jolie, attractive people, bacardi, bad things, beauty, being naked, being wreckless, big l, bronzers, buffy the vampire slayer, california, christian dior, cibo matto, cigarettes, classic rock, clouds, clubs, colours, crazy nights, crazy/beautiful, cyprus hill, dancing, dreaming, dreams, drinking, drugs, dxm, ecstasy, eminem, esthero, esthro, france, go ask alice, green eyes, guys, gypsies, hippies, john mayer, kirsten dunst, laughing, lip gloss, manhattan, my cell phone, my scrapbooks, nelly furtado, neon colors, nrg, partys, pictures, playground love, poetry, randomness, reading, requiem for a dream, risky business, rolling, roses, sex, shane west, strangeness, sublime, summer, taking pictures, tanning, the beatles, the h1 hummer, the virgin suicides, trance, tripping, tupac shakur, van gogh, weed, writing, zero 7
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